Gaslighter

So thrilled to see that narcissism and abuse of this nature are finally being exposed and brought to the light.


Gaslighter by The Dixie Chicks 2020

Gaslighter, denier
Doin’ anything to get your ass farther
Gaslighter, big timer
Repeating all of the mistakes of your father
We moved to California and we followed your dreams
I believed in the promises you made to me
Swore that night ’till death do us part
But you lie-lie-lie-lie-lied
Hollywood welcomed you with open doors
No matter what they gave you, you still wanted more
Acting all above it when our friends divorced
What a lie-lie-lie-lie-lie
You’re such a
Gaslighter, denier
Doin’ anything to get your ass farther
Gaslighter, big timer
Repeating all of the mistakes of your father
Gaslighter, you broke me
You’re sorry, but where’s my apology?
Gaslighter, you liar
You thought I wouldn’t see it if you put it in my face
Give you all my money, you’ll gladly walk away
You think it’s justifiable, I think it’s pretty cruel
And you know you lie best when you lie to you
‘Cause, boy, you know exactly what you did on my boat
And, boy, that’s exactly why you ain’t comin’ home
Save your tired stories for your new someone else
‘Cause they’re lie-lie-lie-lie-lies
Look out, you little
Gaslighter, denier
Doin’ anything to get your ass farther
Gaslighter, big timer
Repeating all of the mistakes of your father
Gaslighter, you broke me
You’re sorry, but where’s my apology?
Gaslighter, you liar
You just had to start a fire, had to start a fire
Couldn’t take yourself on a road a little higher
Had to burn it up, had to tear it down
Tried to say I’m crazy
Babe, we know I’m not crazy, that’s you
Gaslighting
You’re a lie-lie-lie-liar
Oh, honey, that’s you
Gaslighting
You made your bed and then your bed caught fire
Gaslighter, I’m your mirror
Standin’ right here until you can see how you broke me
Yeah, I’m broken
You’re still sorry, and there’s still no apology
Gaslighter, denier
Doin’ anything to get your ass farther
Gaslighter, big timer
Repeating all of the mistakes of your father
Gaslighter, you broke me (gaslighter)
You’re sorry, but where’s my apology?
Gaslighter, you liar

I’ve No More F***s To Give!

I just came across this hilarious video and it made me laugh my ass off. I seriously haven’t cracked up this hard in ages!

Something that I really needed right now and maybe you do too.

If you don’t mind the “f” word, that is. (Fair warning.)

But if you know we well enough, then you know that it’s one of my most favorite words ever.


I’ve No More F***s To Give! by Thomas Benjamin Wild Esq. 2018

I’ve tried, tried, tried, and I’ve tried even more
I’ve cried, cried, cried, and I can’t recall what for
I’ve pressed, I’ve pushed, I’ve yelled, I’ve begged in hopes of some success
But the inevitable fact is that it never will impress
I’ve no more fucks to give, my fucks have runneth dry
I’ve tried to go fuck shopping but there’s no fucks left to buy
I’ve no more fucks to give though more fucks I’ve tried to get
I’m over my fuck budget and I’m now in fucking debt
I strived, strived, strived, to get everything done
I played by all the rules, but I very rarely won
I’ve smiled, I’ve charmed, I’ve wooed and laughed, alas to no avail
I’ve run round like a moron to unequivocally fail
I’ve no more fucks to give, my fuck fuse has just blown
I’ve been hunting for my fucks all day
But they’ve upped and fucked off home
I’ve no more fucks to give, my fuck rations are depleted
I’ve rallied my fuck army but it’s been fucking defeated
The effort has just not been worth the time or the expense
I’ve exhausted all my energy for minimal recompense
The complete lack of acknowledgement has now begun to gall
And I’ve come to realize that I don’t give a fuck at all
I’ve no more fucks to give, my fucks have flown away
My fucks are now so fucked off they refuse to fucking stay
I’ve no more fucks to give, my fucks have gone insane
They’ve come back round and passed me while they’re fucking off again
I’ve no more fucks to give, my fucks have all dissolved
I’ve planned many projects but my fucks won’t be involved
I’ve no more fucks to give, my fucks have all been spent
They’ve fucked off from the building and I don’t know where they went
I’ve no more fucks to give
I’ve no more fucks to give
I’ve no more fucks, I’ve no more fucks, I’ve no more fucks to give

New Music To My Ears

I consider myself a bit of a music buff but when it comes to new music, I usually have no freaking clue who any of these solo artists and bands are.

I think it’s one of those old people phenomenon things.

Yet every once in a blue moon my daughter will introduce me to something that I really like. Then I’ll spend a considerable amount of time on YouTube listening to every song of the artist/band that I can dig up.

My most recent find is an extremely young and (I think) talented girl named Billie Eilish. Her voice is whisper-like and haunting, some of her videos are akin to watching a horror movie, plus they’re downright depressing.

She draws out my inner sad woman which probably isn’t a great thing but I do like to indulge that side of myself sometimes. I’ve read that people call her genre gothic romance which I didn’t realize was something that even existed.

I mean, you can listen to 80’s music over and over again for only so long before you start craving Aquanet and rotary phones.

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No wonder my back hurts so badly now in my elder years…

I’ve missed doing my random music posts so…here we are.

This song is my favorite from Billie Eilish but I do recommend checking out her other tunes as well.


Billie Eilish – Hostage

I wanna be alone
Alone with you – does that make sense?
I wanna steal your soul
And hide you in my treasure chest
I don’t know what to do
To do with your kiss on my neck
I don’t know what feels true
But this feels right so stay a sec
Yeah, you feel right so stay a sec
And let me crawl inside your veins
I’ll build a wall, give you a ball and chain
It’s not like me to be so mean
You’re all I wanted
Just let me hold you
Like a hostage
Gold on your fingertips
Fingertips against my cheek
Gold leaf across your lips
Kiss me until I can’t speak
Gold chain beneath your shirt
The shirt that you let me wear home
Gold’s fake and real love hurts
And nothing hurts when I’m alone
When you’re with me and we’re alone
And let me crawl inside your veins
I’ll build a wall, give you a ball and chain
It’s not like me to be so mean
You’re all I wanted
Just let me hold you
Hold you
Like a hostage
Like a hostage