I’ve decided to overshare, because if I don’t, I’ll go bonkers.
My neighbor started using heroin again and he won’t be coming back once he’s done with detox and the group home, according to his heart-broken father.
I am sad. I’ll miss my young friend. All I can do is pray for him now, but I can’t allow him back into my life.
My daughter is really struggling mentally and I am scared. It seems as though history is repeating itself. I know that I worried the hell out of my own mother practically my entire life.
Mental illnesses are not to be fucked with.
I’m having a hard time right now, but I have no choice but to wait until Sept 11th to see someone myself.
My daughter has a therapist and she’s on medication, but it doesn’t seem to be helping much. It’s just this continuous fucking battle and I honestly don’t know what to do for her. I do understand how she is feeling. I’m above her slightly only because I’m so much older and have more experience with these fuckers.
She has the exact same problems as I have.
I handed this shit down to my baby girl.
The catalyst? Her boyfriend broke up with her because they weren’t “growing” as a couple. I’d love to punch the little twit right now, but that’s not an option.
She misses her grandmother so much and she keeps asking me why she had to die.
How do you answer that?
Because that’s what humans do. We die. We all end up dying, there are no exceptions to this rule.
Because it was her time to die. God wanted her back. She had a good life and I reminded B that she brought her so much joy and love. My mom wanted B to always remember her and she certainly will. She made that dream a reality.
I was planning on going on a trip to visit a friend for a few days, but last night my daughter asked me to please not leave her alone right now. As much as I was excited about taking a break from reality for a spell, I can’t go. I had to break the news to my friend, who I know is disappointed, but I’m pretty sure that she’ll understand.
History repeats itself.
My mom spent 44 years of her life taking care of me and now it’s my turn to do that for my child.
I only hope that I can keep her safe from her demons.